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[Saturday
September 30th, 2006
5:16pm] |
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in 2 day it will be one year. and i still miss you like crazxy.
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[Tuesday
June 13th, 2006
9:55pm] |
schools finally over.
joes spending the night tomorrow :-)
hammered everyday this summer
hollllllllllla
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[Sunday
June 11th, 2006
12:44pm] |
i like joe sososo much. he makes me ridiculously happy and i love it.
( more pics )
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[Thursday
June 8th, 2006
6:31pm] |
going to be in conneticut for the weekend with the best boy ever.
woop <3333333
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[Monday
June 5th, 2006
5:08pm] |
i dont wanna wait 5 days to see him again.
booooo
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[Saturday
June 3rd, 2006
9:40am] |
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i like him sooooo much.
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[Wednesday
May 31st, 2006
5:53pm] |
wuddup bitties?
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[Saturday
May 27th, 2006
1:52pm] |
not allowed out for the rest of the weekend due to having a party.
so im hung over, punished & bored as hell. someone just shoot me in the head.
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[Thursday
May 25th, 2006
10:43pm] |
tomorrows friday.
mmmm 3 day weekend.
partying mad hard
<3!!!!!!!!!
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[Wednesday
May 24th, 2006
3:08pm] |
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you make me feel sooo gooooood
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[Monday
May 22nd, 2006
10:32pm] |
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so disgusted with myself lately.
all i want right now is this really cute cockerspaniel puppy
or a good guy that will come into my life
and i highly doubt ill get either of those.
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[Sunday
May 21st, 2006
11:46am] |
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i dont understand how the only times you call me, im me, or ask me to hangout are the times shit between you and your girl goes wrong. I'm done being used, I should have realized it the past few times you've done it to me. I go out of my way to introduce you to new people and bring you to parties with my friends and in return you call me a shady selfish bitch because i didnt talk to you lastnight. Obviously I'm not going to talk to you when you never have any desire to talk to me anymore since your back with her. I hate how you think "I WANT YOU" meanwhile thats one hell of a lie you can just keep telling yourself. I wouldnt be caught up on wanting you when i can easily get any guy I want. I'm sick of going out of my way to make sure your ok and make sure you always have someone there for you when in return i'm treated like a complete piss of shit. It's peopl e like you that make me loose trust in people and never want to give anyone a chance. Deflate your ego a bit, you're not that good looking, and next time you get fucked over don't you dare come running back to me.
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[Saturday
May 20th, 2006
11:49pm] |
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September never stays this cold where I come from , and you know I’m not one for complaining, But I love the way you’d roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as I slowly fall apart
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[Saturday
May 20th, 2006
12:24pm] |
last night consisted of seeing old friends from elementary school, hanging out with my favorite people ever. Jagerbombs, blunts dancing & good music.
( holllla )
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[Friday
May 19th, 2006
12:55am] |
i hate when it's late
and i have to be up in 5 hours
and im not slightly tired.
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[Wednesday
May 17th, 2006
10:33pm] |
This is what I miss the most in my life. The inseperatable 4p0d. I never found bestfriends even slightly close to this. I wish I talked to bree more, that chels didn't go to catholic school and I can see her more often. The only ones that are still close are me and kristyn. aye i miss middle school.
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[Tuesday
May 16th, 2006
11:26pm] |
i miss him
but i need to get the fuck over myself seriously.
& i want a puppy. a teacup yorki or maltise to be exact.
moms going to florida in 2 weeks and dad is working nights that week so that means mad beer pong at my house. holla
summers so close im so anxious.
tomorrow after school blazing with kellehh cindy and slizz since we havent smoked together since summer into 9th grade.
i love life
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[Saturday
May 13th, 2006
6:29pm] |
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I feel like a dick lately. I've pushed everyone away who cares. I'm afraid to get into a relationship and be hurt again so I push everyone away. I give no one a chance. Even though I want to i tell myself i don't.
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[Friday
May 12th, 2006
9:52am] |
i lost one of my best friends last night.
he invites me to prom with him like 3 months ago, i go get a dress, shoes, my hair highlighted, my nails done, get an after prom outfit and everything easily equals way over $500. Well Paul IMS me 2 days ago and tells me he gets in a fight at school and they might take the privledge of prom away that he'll find out tomorrow. so tomorrow rolls along (yesterday) and he says he still doesnt know. Meanwhile I have people telling me he's bringing another girl Alysse, he never got tickets to prom. So idk what to believe since pauls a fucking cumpulsive liar. His best friends shane & evan told me he never got tickets, there was never a fight hes lying. Then I ask paul and he lies to me AGAIN. I told him i never wanted to fucking talk to him again. So i get a voicemail with paul confessing to me he lied and telling me the real story. He never got tickets for prom and never planned on telling me? Im spending all this money and he knows it and hes fucking me over? He lied to me about getting his matching tie, he lied to me about everything. ONE THING I HATE MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD IS A FUCKING LIAR. I hope he knows i will never fucking speak to him again. You never fuck a girl over the night before prom.
Any way I had a dream nick got me pregnant and I woke up really freaked out.
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[Thursday
May 11th, 2006
6:13pm] |
right now
all i want to do
is punch someone in the face
seems like im not going to prom tomorrow
so ill go see cartel instead.
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